And My Heart Burns...

The past few weeks has been quite crappy for me. I tried to set things right with God and for the first few weeks, it was great. Some might have noticed a change in my character and said that it was good. However, since 2 weeks ago, I changed back to my old self where I'm quick to anger and easily annoyed.

At first, I blamed it on having not enough sleep as the work demand got more and more. But its actually because I stopped wanting to seek help from God and decided to do things my own way. I've been trying to come back but I keep falling. Sigh. Definitely need lots of prayer and help...

On a side note, I'm now assigned to Maxis at Technology Park Malaysia. So now I have to drive down to Bukit Jalil everyday. The distance and the working condition of not ending early will make it difficult to go to Flare and CG which is on Monday and Friday. The jam is quite random as its affected by weather, time and accidents so my trip down or back could take within 12 minutes to like an hour.

Anyway, my latest MSN personalized message is obtained from the song pasted onto this screen. So don't come asking who I'm longing for. Hehe. In a way it reminds me to not be obsessed with the things of the world and know that God will provide my daily needs.

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Delirious - Obsession

What can I do with my obsession?
With the things I cannot seeIs there madness in my being?
Is it wind that blows the trees?
Sometimes you're further than the moon
Sometimes you're closer than my skin
And you surround me like a winter fog
You've come and burned me with a kiss

And my heart burns for you
And my heart burns

And I'm so filthy with my sinI carry pride like a disease
You know I'm stubborn God and I'm longing to be close
You burn me deeper than I know
I feel lonely without hope
I feel desperate without vision
You wrap around me like a winter coat
You come and free me like a bird

And my heart burns for you
And my heart burns for you

Finally, A Move to Blogspot

Ok, this is soooo lame. After almost 10 years of using yahoo, it failed me. I can't login to the site to update my blog there and so I have to move over to here to blog. Haha. Oh well, at least there's now another site to post advertisements. Haha.

Anyway, I would say that its about time to move over to here. This is because:

1. Its sooo much easier to update my blog here
2. Nicer interface
3. No apparent 4.2Mb bandwidth limit
4. I think you guys prefer a non-flash site anyway
5. Save me on the time to do a HTML site. Haha
6. After using yahoo with a stupid password for 9-10 years, its about time someone hacked it. For what reason? I do not know.

Thats it for now. Have to bring in the tag-board and other goodies.