The past few weeks has been quite crappy for me. I tried to set things right with God and for the first few weeks, it was great. Some might have noticed a change in my character and said that it was good. However, since 2 weeks ago, I changed back to my old self where I'm quick to anger and easily annoyed.
At first, I blamed it on having not enough sleep as the work demand got more and more. But its actually because I stopped wanting to seek help from God and decided to do things my own way. I've been trying to come back but I keep falling. Sigh. Definitely need lots of prayer and help...
On a side note, I'm now assigned to Maxis at Technology Park Malaysia. So now I have to drive down to Bukit Jalil everyday. The distance and the working condition of not ending early will make it difficult to go to Flare and CG which is on Monday and Friday. The jam is quite random as its affected by weather, time and accidents so my trip down or back could take within 12 minutes to like an hour.
Anyway, my latest MSN personalized message is obtained from the song pasted onto this screen. So don't come asking who I'm longing for. Hehe. In a way it reminds me to not be obsessed with the things of the world and know that God will provide my daily needs.
Delirious - Obsession
What can I do with my obsession?
With the things I cannot seeIs there madness in my being?
Is it wind that blows the trees?
Sometimes you're further than the moon
Sometimes you're closer than my skin
And you surround me like a winter fog
You've come and burned me with a kiss
And my heart burns for you
And my heart burns
And I'm so filthy with my sinI carry pride like a disease
You know I'm stubborn God and I'm longing to be close
You burn me deeper than I know
I feel lonely without hope
I feel desperate without vision
You wrap around me like a winter coat
You come and free me like a bird
And my heart burns for you
And my heart burns for you
4 comments:
Loved the song.. i didn't know about the 2nd verse.. but it kinda spoke to me.
Hope u're coping alright with work, flare and all.
Yeah i know how frust it can really be when we do things our own way. I am struggling in that area as well, me think.
As much as I seem to be enjoying myself in Aus (as seen in blog), there are still things that pulls me down and stuff like dat.. So yeah..
Well, you take care k! Will check ur post from time to time! Hope all will be better and that God will indeed move in your life as you trust in Him. Me need a breakthrough too! :)
Hi Liz! Thanks for being the first to comment on my "new" blog. Hehe!
Yea, we all need the touch of God as well as feel the urgency of walking right with God. But its impossible under our own power and we need to rely on God to help us through. God bless!
"For everyone who has been born of God overcomes the world. And this is the victory that has overcome the world--our faith." -1 John 5:4-
So bro...be of good cheer for jesus said...
"These things i have spoken to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."
-John 16:23-
Indeed God will make a way. Have faith and keep your walk strong with him. For, there is no greater Joy then to be in the presence of the Lord.
Dude, take it easy ok? I know it can be tough at the beginning but just know that there is a reason why you are at the project. Continue to strive hard for Him and cheer up!
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